How It All Started

As a child I was always interested in mysterious things. I can remember how this came about very clearly.   When I was about 4 years old I would have very strange experiences while I lay in bed going to sleep.   If the room was dark I could look out into the darkness and see random splotches of color with no defined shape in the room I was in.  One specific recurring phenomena that I experienced over and over was scary to me as a child.  While I lay in bed I would feel the presence of something negative in the room with me.

I would be in sleep paralysis and while in this state I would hear a low pitch growl coming from the area over my bed.  I would try to scream out and my voice would make no noise.  However, after the attempted screaming the growling would turn to a ferocious roar.  It was so loud that it would scare me terribly.  This occurrence happened over and over again from the age of about 4-5 years old.  Then suddenly without warning this experience stopped.  I never again had this particular manifestation happen.

Then for the rest of my childhood I very rarely experienced anything paranormal.  From the ages of about 5-12 I only saw the splotches of color in dark rooms every once and a while.  Even though, the seemingly threatening encounters with the entity in my room never left my memory. I always wondered if it was just a hallucination or if it was something real. This kept my interest sparked in the area of the paranormal.

This led me to become a fan of the scary movies of the time like Nightmare on Elm Street, The Entity, and others of the sort.   Myself and my best friend loved to scare the you no what out of our selves with these movies.  We watched them so much that we inundated our consciousnesses with these scary movies about negative forces.  To foreshadow I was unwittingly using the law of attraction while focusing on these dark movies.

All was well with all of this stuff until I reached the age of about 12 years old.  This is when I once again started consistently seeing energy forms in darkened rooms that I was walking through.   I could see them mostly out of my peripheral vision.  However, if I was tired enough I could see them when ever I chose to.  These where far from being of the threatening nature that the experiences I had as a child where.

Then over time the splotches of color turned into human forms. I would take my parents to see these things and they could not see them.  They had the same reaction that any parent would have. They would tell me that my eyes where playing tricks on me.   I bought into this explanation to some degree.   However, I still had the idea in the back of my mind that they might be actual spirits that I was seeing.

Then on a family trip to the yearly get together in Mississippi, my aunt introduced me to the art of pendulum dowsing.  She also taught me that all I had to do was choose not to see things that scared me. So this is what I did.  I now had control over weather or not I saw the spirit forms in darkened rooms.  She also told me that I had abilities that the other children in the family did not.

She said that I had a special connection to the other side that would enable me to be an accomplished dowser some day.  She even gave me a set of dowsing instruments for Christmas.  These included L-rods, a pendulum and a few others which I never used.  Well being the youngster I was, as soon as I arrived back home these things found their way into a drawer in my room and I rarely thought about them.  They remained in this state until I was about 20 years old.

As I grew up and progressed through grade school I would have recurring problems with my friends suddenly turning on me and wanting to fight with me.  Over and over again I would make friends with people in middle school only to have them turn on me and attack me.  This led me to take on a very pessimistic view of the idea of making friends.  I just figured that they did these things because I was not a desirable person to be friends with.  In hind sight this was due to various types of negative energy influencing the people I had chosen to be friends with.

I became very withdrawn from the society of my classmates for the rest of middle school and high school.  I had decided that the best way to avoid being attacked by friends was not to have any.  By doing this I was successfully avoiding the people turning against me.   However, this led to a condition of chronic depression at a very young age.

I remained withdrawn and depressed all the way through the end of high school.  I had many avenues for making friends through my team mates in baseball, but the subconscious core beliefs I had developed while I was young kept me from joining in with that group as well.  This type of behaviour was also due to negative energies effecting me and my perception of reality.

I had much natural talent as pitcher in the sport of baseball.   In the bull pin I could do things that would make on lookers say “Your going to be drafted out of high school”.   However, 80% of the time I would get into the game to pitch, all of my talent would leave my body and I could not perform.  Initially this was caused by my focusing on the expectations I had from others from what they had seen me do in practice.  Then when I was 16 years old this nervousness began to turn into over elevated levels of terror at the thought of being in the game.

I continued to develop my skill as a pitcher and got to where I was throwing the ball close to 90 MPH and had control of 3 pitches.   But even with the knowledge that I had the ability to over power the opponent, I still never once fully expressed my talent in the actual games.  This led me to decide to quit baseball out of pure frustration.  I now know that I had a curse that was for some reason placed on me when I was 15 years old.  More on this curse later in this story.

I tried going to normal community college in order to get a degree in business administration.  I had very difficult time being interested in this field of study.  So much so that I dropped out of school temporarily in order to try to figure out what I really wanted to do in life.  During this time I got a job working as an equipment operator on a golf course.  I liked this kind of work.   I was very good at it and learning new things in this arena became very easy to me.  My favorite job was walk mowing the greens.

I could drop into a mental state while doing this where I could do anything I wanted with one of those mowers.  One strange thing that would happen while I was doing this job would happen when I was finished mowing the green.  I would always step back and look at my handy work.  When I would do this it looked as though the surface of the green was going liquid.   It looked as though it was alive and moving.  I would tell my co-workers of this phenomena and they would tell me that I was hallucinating. I did not count this out as a possibility.  On the other hand, I still had the instinct that I was seeing something real.

After a year of working on the golf course I decided that the best thing for me to do was to go to school to learn how to run golf course maintenance.  So off I went to a school in Northern Florida where they have a special program that teaches people how to be a golf course superintendent.

It was during this schooling that I realized that the pendulum dowsing I had learned about 8 years before could be employed in managing the grass.  More specifically, I found that I could in theory dowse the nutrient levels in the plant to determine nutrient requirements.   Seeing as how I had no greens yet to work with this remained a theory.  What happened next is when the spiritual adventure of my life began to take off.

First Stages of Attunement

While I was in the school for turf management in Northern Florida, they told us that we needed to become decent golfers in order to truly understand how to manage the course.  Since I had already learned once before that I could learn a complex athletic talent like golf from when I played baseball, I decided that this would be good for me.   On the other hand, I also had in the back of my mind the mental difficulties that I endured while trying to play baseball.  So I decided that the first step to learning this new sport had to be the mental side of the game.

So off I went to the book store.  I walked up to the golf section of the book store and there where a huge number of books about the mental side of the game.   I did not want to take a traditional approach to this like I had before.  Traditional being the materialistic sports psychology that had failed me when I was a pitcher.  So I looked to see if they had any books that combined spirituality and golf.  My eyes almost immediately jumped to a book called “In the Kingdom of Shiva’s Irons” by Michael Murphy.

I took this book home and immediately started reading it. In the book their where two main characters, Seamus McDuff, and Shiva’s Irons.  In the book Seamus was teaching the game of golf to Shiva’s in a spiritual way. So being the naive young individual I was, I busted out the pendulum and started to dowse on what this story meant for me.  If my aunt had told me how to do this in a safe way, I had forgotten it.

In the book there was a reference to the possible shamanic enhancement of the DNA that enabled Shiva’s to learn in this way.  My aunt had told me that she had been doing shamanic work on my DNA so I decided that I might be Shiva’s Irons.  So the first question I asked the pendulum was “Am I Shiva’s Irons?” The answer came back yes.  As I was doing this I was sitting in my parents kitchen.  The next question I asked was, “Is Seamus McDuff here?”  The answer came back yes to this as well.

Then suddenly I had a feeling of terror come over me and I told Seamus that I would go ahead and stop the dowsing for now.  When I did this the entire pantry made a crackling noise as if something was pushing against the wood it was made of. Stepping away from the story for a second here, the true meaning of the characters of Shivas Irons and Seamus McDuff are supposed to be the soul and the flesh.  It is a book about the shamanic aspects of golf if you allow the soul to teach the flesh the game.  I missed this metaphor and that was a big mistake.

Next I decided to do a meditation technique that I had learned from a book as a child, but had never tried.  This meditation involved laying down and placing a calcite crystal on my forehead.  I did this and mistakenly asked Seamus McDuff to play golf through me in my mind.  I suddenly found myself in a white reality with no definition.

I was standing outside of myself watching my body taking golf swings.   As the trance became deeper and deeper I found myself completely immersed in the experience.  This is when suddenly I had the same terrifying feeling that I had while I was dowsing in the kitchen.  This snapped me out of the trance and all seemed normal, so I went to sleep.

I awoke the next day very excited because of what had happened.  I was home for the weekend and my parents and I had a tee time to play golf.  The whole way to the golf course we where playing at I thought I was having an imaginary conversation with Seamus McDuff.  I at this point was still under the impression that I was just taking on a new mental concept of the game.  Therefore, I believed that all of this conversation was with an imaginary playing partner that I had developed in my head.  Seamus was telling me that he needed to play golf through me to show me how to play like Shiva’s Irons.

We got to the golf course and I could not wait to try out this idea of allowing my new imaginary friend to play golf through me.   I did not invite Seamus to play through me initially.   Instead I would tell him to go down the golf hole and stand where I wanted the ball to land.  I believed that by doing this I could connect myself to the target just like in the “Kingdom of Shiva’s Irons” book.

So for the first three holes this is what I did.  I was not getting any good results from this technique, but I went on doing it this way.  We had been paired up with a novice golfer.  So there where 4 of us in the group, or a foursome.   The person we had been paired up with was just a normal guy.  He had a hacker swing and did not show any signs of abnormal behavior.

We got up to the 4th hole and I was talking to this individual about how to think about the shot.  I told him “You have to project your energy to the target”.  At this point he dropped into a glazed over appearance and said “Show us the way”.  So I stepped up to the tee and made my shot.  It was a poor shot that landed in the sand bunker way short of the green on this par 3 hole.   He then stepped up, and hit the ball right next to mine in the same bunker.  By the time we got up to the balls he was back to normal and the rest of the hole played out as expected.

The fifth was played by everyone in the group without incident.  We got up to the 6th tee and once again our playing partner glazed over and told me “Show us the way”.   This is a normal thing for golfers to say to each other so at this point I had no clue that any thing paranormal was happening.  I stepped up and smashed the ball as far as I could at the time.  I hit it about 290 yards right down the middle.

He then stepped up and hit his ball.  From the tee it looked as though his ball had landed at least 75 yards short of where mine had landed.  When we got up to where where could see where our shots lay, I fully expected to see my ball way in front of his.   To my surprise his ball laid only 2 feet from mine dead in the center of the fairway.   This is when I started thinking that something was up.  We both hit our shots and finished out our putts on the green.

We then got to the next golf hole.  I hit my drive wide right and it looked as though it had gone into the wooded natural area out of bounds.  I got aggravated at what I had done and said “Damn, I just hit it out of bounds”.  The ball had landed out of our field of vision behind a tall grassy mound.  So no one in the group could possibly see it.  He then said to me, with the glazed over look, “no it is not out of bounds”.

He then gets up there and once again does not hit it as far as I, however he hit it in the exact same direction.  We went up to find the balls and shockingly they where both within 4 feet of each other right in the middle of the fairway.  Neither one of us had hit our balls any where near this area.  Not only that, they where both Titleist 4’s.  This is when I new that something paranormal was happening.

We finished out the front nine holes and he departed because he had a business meeting to go to.  Thinking that there was a possibility that he might have been responsible for what was happening, I chased him down and told him “You play good with Shiva’s Irons”.  He looked at me perplexed and said “What is Shiva’s Irons?”.  The glazed over look he had was no longer present.

Due to his departure myself and my parents where the only ones left playing the back nine.  The first few holes went on without incident.  This is where it really started getting weird.  I began having internal dialogue with Seamus again.   He asked me if he could play through my parents.  In my ignorance to the possible dangers associated with this I said yes.

Then for the rest of the back 9 holes the glazed over look would go back and fourth between my two parents.   Even stranger, if they got out of my field of view I could not make a good shot.  However, if they where in my field of view I could.  We finished out the back 9 holes and started the 1 hour drive back home.

My father was once a Pilot in the air force.  So his attention span and memory are very sharp.  He was telling us that he could not remember half of the back nine.  My mother also mentioned that she was having trouble remembering it as well.   My father very uncharacteristically kept veering into people in other lanes of the traffic.

We arrived home and I found myself immersed in excitement from what had happened.  My mother suggested that I call the aunt who had given me the dowsing tools 8 years before.  I told her the whole story and she told me to brace myself for what she had to say about it. She told me that I had unwittingly channeled a negative entity.

This entity was not a demon, however it was a trickster entity.  Not the worst of the worst by any means.  For a little back ground on my aunt, she is in the American Society of Dowsers hall of fame.  She has been studying shamanism for over 25 years and also has a degree in psychology.   She actually spent time training her skills with some of the American Indians.

This was incredibly perplexing, frightening, and exciting all at the same time.  I kept playing out all of the events in my mind over and over.  Later on I discovered that the book was actually about the soul (Seamus McDuff) teaching the flesh, (Shiva’s Irons), how to swing.  I was reading the book from the wrong point of veiw and a trickster entitiy was playing on it.

It Gets Serious

The next day it was time for me to drive back to school.  I was so overwhelmed about the previous days events that it took me 2 hours to get ready to leave.  I finished getting ready and got in the car and started heading towards the North end of the state.  The entire drive up I kept having strange delusions.  I started thinking that I had telekinetic abilities.

I became convinced that I had such abilities even though I had never moved anything with my mind.  This became very dangerous after the sun went down.  I would actually let go of the steering wheel in heavy traffic on the high way and try to steer the car with my mind.  I was not successful in doing this, but I kept trying anyway.  Luckily I arrived in to my apartment in Northern Florida safely.

I told my room mate the entire story and he loved hearing about it. We started doing experiments in the apartment.  First we started with putting.  We could turn the lights out and see a holographic line to put the ball on.  The carpet was not perfect so we would pick a target, see the line and put the ball resulting in hitting the target perfectly.

We then started experimenting with angles.  We would see the line deflecting off of things like the couch onto the target. We would chip the ball through the air, banking it off of the apex the holographic line was making.  This went on into the early mourning. Then next day we went to class.  We where sitting in class and I began to have very strange thoughts that where not my own, but I believed they where my thoughts at the time.

The class was on the genetics of plants.  The professor was telling us about how scientists where genetically engineering plants.  I started writing along the margins of my notebook about how this would lead to the end of the world.   I even wrote the professor a note about this and showed it to him.  Then some really scary stuff started happening in the next class.

I was sitting there and one by one my classmates would glaze over, look at me, and nod as if to tell me I was on the right track.  The next class was going on and I was starting to see everything around me in a illuminated light.   Then suddenly there was the roar of a jet airplane over head.  The rest of the class heard it as well.  We all went out side to investigate was was going on.   The school was located right next to a small airport where they flew jet liners in to clean and do maintenance on them.

To our surprise the Thunderbird stunt team was practicing maneuvers over our college.  They where preparing for an air show that was going to happen there that weekend.  I saw what appeared to be blue and red lines all over the sky that the jets where flying through. Not the smoke trails they leave on purpose behind the jets.  These where holographic in nature.   As the day went on I began having strange thoughts that the pilots where actually making the lines with their intention.

In hindsight this was a correct observation.  Then as the day wore on I began having thoughts that giant insects where going to kill everyone on earth due to our genetic manipulation of natural things.  I arrived home and started hallucinating wildly.   I began to believe that I was receiving prophecy about what was going to happen to the world and decided to call my aunt to tell her about it.

Half way through telling her, she gasped and went quiet over the phone.  She informed me that I had once again channeled an entity.  This entity was one of the worst of the worst, a demon.  She told me how to remove it.  She said that she had learned a simple invocation for removing something like this and had me say it out loud.  “Angelic Forces, take all earthbound spirits and disincarnate entities off of me and take them to where they are supposed to be”.

Instantly a weight was lifted off of my chest.  I could look back and see that none of the things I had been thinking where born from my own consciousness.  It was like over the previous 48 hours I had been hijacked by something, and I had.  This was effective in removing this entity.  I decided shortly after that I would begin spiritually cleaning myself and the surrounding area and people multiple times per day.

I did this from that point on and I was never channeled again by something of this nature.  This scared me away from the concept of channeling.  I decided that until I had a firm grasp of spiritual and paranormal things that I would not try to channel anything.

Running the Guantlet

For the rest of the time I was in school I studied metaphysics along with my school work.  I graduated and took a job working at a Golf Course in South West Florida.  I very much wanted to start experimenting with metaphysics on the grass, however I was not yet in charge of those decisions.  Instead I began trying some transformational energy work on the golf course.

The first thing I tried was color work on the air over the golf course.  I had dowsed out of my book of nature spirits that the best being for me to work with was Zeus.  So I asked Zeus to put up a blue green energy wall around the golf course that could filter all of the wind to a blue green color.

The results where amazing.  The golf course we where growing in turned a ridiculous color of green.  So green that it made the Bermuda grass look the same color of green as Northern Rye grass.   My boss at the time was a very intense individual to deal with. His particular style of management was to much to deal with for me so I took a job working at another golf course in town.

At this golf course I was allowed to manage the nutrient levels in the grass.  I was able to have teams of nature spirits assigned to the grass so that they could tell me what it needed.  Doing this I was able to develop fertilizer brews to spray on the grass that caused it to be very healthy and dense.   They had trouble with the grass on that course for a long time, and I was able to fix these problems in a matter of months.

Shortly after this some negative events started unfolding again.  My transformational energy work on the course had evolved to the point to where I could increase the life force of the grass by 1000x.  I did this with one of the services I offer where I get higher dimensional intelligence to saturate the soil with Genesa Crystals.

Not knowing who lived in this area of the state I thought that I was doing all of this under the radar.  I found out that I was wrong.  Suddenly all of my coworkers started turning on me just as my school mates had back in grade school.  Through some investigative dowsing by myself and my aunt I was able to determine that someone was doing black magic onto the staff to turn them on me.

To the best of my knowledge at the time I had never been exposed to negative magic of any kind.  Instead of turning and running I decided to battle them.  I got a book called “The Encyclopedia of Gods” from the history section of the book store.  I dowsed out of that book a team of Deities that could fend off the black magic.

This was highly effective, but I then became a threat to whom ever was doing the negative magic.   Apparently the individual doing the magic had many friends that also did the same stuff.  Every time I would repel the magic it would come back with increasing intensity.  I had figured out that there was a connection to the staff of the country club I worked at.

In hindsight, by choosing to battle the negative forces I was attracting them with increasing amplitude.  I now know that battle is not the answer.  At the time my competitive ego did not want to allow me to see the light.  For another side note, I realize now that the only true way to dispel evil is with love an light. Due to the ever increasing level of negativity entering my life here, I decided to move to the other side of the state.

I took a job at another golf course where I shortly became in charge once again of the health management of the grass.  I went ahead with the energy enhancements of the course without checking first for danger.  By danger I mean the presence of those who would take a metaphysical shot at me if I did this type of large scale work.

Once again the negative stuff started happening again.  I was confident that I could just continue to battle and all would be well.  What I did not realize until 3 years after my departure from that course was that it was owned by the Rothschild’s faction of the Illuminati.  I will leave out the name of the course and the company that owned it in order to avoid possible legal accusations of slander and libel.

So what I had basically done is walk right into the back yard of the most powerful dark organization on the planet and done things with alchemy that they viewed as threatening.  They viewed it this way because I was on the other side of the fence working with light on the courses.  Once they realized who I was, I was fired from that job.

At the time I did not know why this had happened.   All I knew was that I could not get even an interview because my bosses had been instructed to black ball me no matter what the cost.  It was not until a few years later that I finally put the peices of the puzzle together as to whom was responsible for my downfall.

I spent an entire year trying to find other employment and finally landed a superintendent job at a much lower end golf course in South East Florida.  I thought that I had left all of the stuff at the last job behind me, but I had not.  Shortly after I started working there I detected the presence of black magic that had already been in place before I started there.

This time around I decided on a new way to battle.  I assembled a team of Deities that could offer myself and my coworkers permanent protection from the dark forces.  Before I had waited for the attacks then taken action.  Now I was being proactive. I structured this protection so that anyone trying any negative magic would automatically get the magic deflected back onto them.  I was not foolish as to the perceptions of others and I kept this stuff to myself.

It turned out that one of the department heads as well as 5 of the country club members where part of the same organization that I had encountered at the last job.  That organization being the secret society of the Illuminati.  Needless to say, they where never successful at getting rid of me for the first 3 years of my employment there.  The operative they had doing the field work was not very intelligent and could not figure out my game.

At the end of this 3 year run I discovered that I had been attracting more and more of the dark side into my life by choosing to do battle with it.  I found out through studying the work of David Wilcock,  Wayne Dyer, and others that you can only get rid of negative forces with love and light.  I had to ditch my ego and start living in the love and light.  In other words deny the instict to defend and flip a switch in the opposite direction.

I had my team of Deities convert the permanent protection so that it would always direct love and light to those doing black magic onto myself, my friends and my co-workers.  At this point all of the negative bombardment stopped.  I was fired from this job because I no longer needed to be in that situation.  I had learned the lesson that I was supposed to be learning the whole time.  I had also completed my souls progression in this third dimensional reality we live in.

The Veiled Curse

Earlier in the background story I mentioned that a curse had been responsible for the destruction of my ability to perform athletically in baseball. It was about 1.5 years into the last job I mentioned above that the curse finally unveiled itself. The same background level of anxiety that I had in high school had remained with me all of the time.  I had decided that I was just a nervous person.

It was not as severe because I had learned to consistently clean all negative thought forms and spirits off of myself on a regular basis. However, there was still that background level of anxiety sitting there. Moreover, when ever I would find myself in a stressful situation it would amplify to the point of causing gaps and fragmenting in my train of thought.

I had already started the practice of daily meditation. This was very helpful and eliminated quite a bit of the effects of this back ground negative energy in my consciousness. On the other hand, I was still attracting negative magic situations to me like I was a magnet for it. Part of the meditation I was doing involved using visualization to attract good things into my life.

It just did not work for me. Not only did it not work, what ever I visualized the opposite would show up or nothing at all would happen. At the time I reached the logical conclusion that my unconscious core beliefs where responsible for the law of attraction working backwards for me. I had also reached the conclusion that I had some sort of cyclic magic that kept coming back.

I would dowse to see who it came from and it would come up nobody. I would ask my higher self and his team to clean off the entities and it seemed to erase that particular aspect of it. It turned out that this cyclical spell that kept coming back was part of a curse. One day I was at work and my aunt called me up and said “Brad I have just been informed by the team of light entities that I am working with that you have a curse.” I had never dealt with the logistics of a curse before. So I had to start doing some intuitive investigating.

I first had to ask my higher self to recruit how ever many higher dimensional beings as necessary to cut through all of the veils of this curse. Once this was accomplished I was able to start picking it apart. The first aspect of this curse I found almost immediately where hidden negative lower 6th density / dimension ET’s that where permanently tasked to keep injecting the cyclical magic. Then about a month later I dowsed up one day that the curse had a negative effect on my DNA. That day I asked again for the team of higher dimensional beings to be expanded to be able to fix my DNA.

Nothing happened that moment. However, sometime in the middle of the night I began to feel vibrations in my head. These vibrations where similar to what AC electrical current feels like when it is going through your body. This vibration grew exponentially with its intensity. It got to the point to where my entire body was vibrating with an incredible level of amplitude.

When I opened my eyes the entire room was out of focus because my eyes where actually vibrating as if someone had stuck one of those large Sharper Image massage machines on my head. The vibrations where so severe that my muscles could not move. This went on for at least 10 min if not more. Then just as it had come on it gradually tapered off at about the same rate. When all of the vibrations where over I was alert and drenched with sweat. I can only assume that this was some sort of healing of my altered DNA. Strike one up for the good guys.

I then assumed that the curse was now gone. I fully expected to suddenly be able to use the law of attraction, and make it work the way it is supposed to. This was not the case. Now the daily side effects from the curse where gone. The level and intensity of black magic being wielded in my direction was way less than it was. Even though, the law of attraction still worked opposite on me. I just decided that perhaps this was my karma and that I needed to just accept it and move on. Not having any mentors that where actually capable of telling me all of the aspects of the curse, I stopped looking for aspects of it to remove.

Then just a short time ago in around early June 2009 I was on a forum thread in the Project Avalon forums about curses. In that thread I mentioned a brief synopsis of my experience with a curse. Then another forum member mentioned that a curse involved a geometry that was installed on your energy field that inverts your intention.

Intention inversion means you think light and you get dark. You think up and you get down. I immediately busted out the pendulum and discovered that I had this inversion geometry still on my energy field. I then tasked my higher self with finding a way to remove this and then asked him to do so. This effectively removed the remainder of the curse. Chalk another one up for the good guys.

I had to investigate why the curse had been put on me and by whom. Initially I discovered that a group of students in my high school (I still have no idea their identities) where responsible. At the time I assumed that they had just been messing with things that they did not understand than this was why they had given me this spiritual disease. I was satisfied with that explanation and let go of it. I had enough with battle and vengeance so I just forgave them and moved on. That was until one day when I decided to dig deeper.

I asked my guides to unveil for me the real story of where the curse came from. What I came up with was nothing short of ridiculous and beyond belief. Even though I still believe that it may be true. What I came up with was that the students had been given the instructions for the curse by someone with a much higher level of knowledge in the ancient mystery schools.  This was not something you could learn about at the book store.

When I checked to see what ancient culture the curse had originated from, it came up Ancient Egypt. I knew that these kids could not have just simply looked up how to do this from a easily attained book or something. They got it from their parents. Just like most effluent areas of the country, Coral Springs and Parkland Florida has its fare share of Illuminati loyalists and higher ups living in the higher end of the communities.

Then the question came up, Why? The only thing I could think of was that they had some how determined that I would be a threat down the road. They do have techniques for time travel out of body. They could have looked into the future and found that I would end up causing them logistic difficulties. To bad for their dumb asses that when ever an innocent like I was is attacked like this by off world sources it changes the rules for that individual. This gave me a galactic green light to do as much metaphysical damage to their organization as I deemed necessary.

Proof of the Existence of the Illuminati

Right now after reading this you may be asking yourself, “Is is possible that an organization like the Illuminati exists?”  Most people think that the Illuminati and other secret societies like them are the work of great writers of fiction like Dan Brown, author of the Demons and Angels.  They think things like “Well, if that was true then I would have heard about it by now”.  What they do not realize is that they have heard about it.  It is hidden in plain site.  Moreover, the only world leader to ever openly appose them and speak out about them was assasinated for it.  How much more proof do you need?

Existence of the Illuminati as described by John F. Kennedy Jr.

My New Paradigm

The end result of all of this is that I have been able to adopt a new paradigm of peace, love, light, and understanding. I now believe in a paradigm where in I actually chose the path I would go down before I incarnated into this reality. Where all of these things that happened to me stressful, scary, and trying? Yes they where absolutely all of those things.

There is one thing that got me through it all though. No matter how bad things got I always looked for something to learn. I made it a goal in my life long ago to not repeat my mistakes by failing to learn the lessons life was trying to teach me. This reality that we currently exist in was created with both the light and the dark sides so that we could choose to be on an accelerated learning curve spiritually.

This is exactly what I just went through with all of the happenings in my life up until the recent past. I now am grateful for all of the circumstances that I have encountered in life. Both the good and bad served their purpose and I am now a more advanced spiritual being because of it.  Below is a graphic representation of some Mayan Astrology that I believe is the key to what I chose to do before I came here.  This is based off of my birth date.

If you have any questions for me on this topic or any other, contact me at my email adress.

metaman8@gmail.com