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For the last 7 and a half months I have been seemingly haunted by an amazing energy that courses through my soul and out of my heart center at times. This energy was at first discomforting because of how powerful it felt compared to anything else I had ever experienced before.
If you want to know more on this, you should read my last blog post which was on the subject. I have spent the last 7.5 months going in and out of states of Nirvana and torment because I have not fully understood why this was happening to me. At times I was able to be grateful for the experience because I knew that very few would ever have the opportunity to live though such a thing. While at other times I felt tormented by it believing that the extraordinary woman that I had met that started all of it was tormenting me either on accident or on purpose.
However, yesterday I was listening to one of my favorite radio shows called Strange Universe that is hosted by Sean David Morton. On this show he was describing that when you take on the role of a healer wielding divine energy you have to surrender the ego and simply become a conduit for this energy. That is when it hit me.
This entire time I have been making what is happening about me or about her. It is about neither. It is about my role in this world to help anchor in this new energy that is coursing through the planet from the Sun. Ultimately it is from galactic center, but the sun is the relay point that broadcasts it to our planet. It is the role of the twin flames to be conduits for this energy as it is emanating out of the planet and into our reality.
This entire time I have believed that my twin flame was purposefully sending me this energy and claiming that she knew nothing of it. Now I realize that she actually did not understand it and is probably in the same boat I am in. She may not be a willing to convey this as I am, however that is more than likely the situation. We must have both, like many others, agreed to be a conduit for this energy as it floods into the fabric of our reality as part of our paths.
I now understand that when I feel all of these amazing energies flooding out of me, that I am living out a critical aspect of my role in the advancement of the experience of this reality. The only thing that I need to make sure that I do from this point on is that when I feel this energy that I do not make it about me and my ego. From this point on I have to train myself to make it about being a conduit for the greater good. It has felt very pleasant lately now that I have acclimated to it. Like a pure energy high.
Hello all, sorry it has been such a long time since I have made any updates on this site. I became very self involved in my other passion of learning and teaching golf and basically just had writers block this whole time. We are so close to the alignment with galactic center that I feel kind of guilty not making any updates at this time.
I had been in a pretty steady pattern of just going to work and practicing my golf game for the last year and a half. That is how long it has been since I made a blog post here. That very comfortable steady peaceful pattern was unexpectedly interrupted back in early September. I guess that I needed a little shaking up because I had become complacent about the spiritual aspects of my path.
I had never even heard of the concept of Twin Souls / Twin Flames, False Twin / False Flames before this time in early September. Someone had come to me and told me in mid October of a girl they had met that they thought might be a good match for me. I was so comfortable in my daily pattern of activities that I initially just ignored the suggestion.
However, in the two weeks following me ignoring the suggestion I gradually began to feel more and more as though I was off of my path. That strange inner knowing that something is just not right all of the sudden had crept up on me. It was escalating to the point to where I did not feel very good at all during the day at the soul level.
I did not know what was causing me to feel as though I was off my path. I was brain storming and attempting to figure it out for at least a week. Then one day I called up the person that had told me about that girl and I asked for her number. I was shocked because as soon as I contacted her via text message and she responded the feeling lifted and I felt normal again. This is a person that I have never seen or even had a conversation with.
Never before had I ever been steered around by pure instinct to realize that I must at least meet any particular person like this. Not knowing why spirit had driven me to realize this, I went into the meeting with this person with zero expectations as to why I was supposed to meet her. I even told her that I wanted to have a zero expectations meet up. She agreed that it sounded like an interesting idea and we set something up.
I was shocked when I met her as to not only how striking she was, but also that it seemed as though I was catching up with an old friend. There was none of the usual getting accustomed to her presence that usually comes with meeting anyone new. We immediately started spilling out guts to each other by telling each other things we would normally never tell practical strangers. We should have been practically strangers, but it sure did not seem that way.
Even though I found her to be very striking and intelligent, not once did my mind or emotions go towards anything romantic during or after the meeting. Rather than that, I felt only compassion for her difficulties in life and wanted only to help her though it. I was able to do this for her in a couple of ways that few other people would have been able to. While at the same time, her energetic signature alone some how activated my heart chakra. At the time I thought that my heart was activated by some forgiveness work I had done for a long lost lover. However, I now realize after becoming accustomed to my heart energy that this is completely new to me.
My heart chakra had never been fully functional. I never understood what it meant when people talked about “things” coming from the heart. Now suddenly I was immersed in the sensation of massive amounts of energy flooding into and out of my chest. Mostly this energy was in the form of deep compassion on a level that was so strong that it derailed me initially just to acclimate to it.
Following the heart activation, I did much forgiveness work using a new forgiveness meditation that I learned. This forgiveness meditation is available to listen to on offplanetradio.com. It was conveyed by an individual named White Wolf Von Atzingen. Click on the link to listen to it.
I did this forgiveness meditation for everyone that I still perceived as having wronged me in my life. I did this because I truly want to learn to live in the moment as much of the time as possible. You can’t do that if you are constantly reliving the past. This unexpectedly caused a 6 week long process of healing that was emotionally painful and testing to deal with. All of the suppressed emotions and feelings associated with the people I forgave was purging to the surface at full strength in layers.
I had also figured out that the girl that I had met up with was more than likely a past life partner. Therefore, even though I did not have a complete coherent picture of how we associated with each other I did the meditation with her in mind anyway. My gut instinct and also my dowsing showed me that we had a very diverse emotional past together that needed much healing as well. Much of what was purging to the surface during this time was more than likely things from past life with her.
This caused many problems in the initial development of a friendship with this person. On top of that she was already dealing with some heavy emotional issues of her own that I was not entirely aware of at all. All of this caused much conflict coming from both sides and has at this point pushed us apart to the point to where she no longer wishes to communicate with me at all.
This has led me to the conclusion that she is either my actual Twin Flame / Twin Soul, or that she is my False Twin / False Flame. I have real no way of knowing for sure which she is. The thing with Twin Flames is that after they initially meet each other one of them always runs and cuts off communication. So if looking at it from that perspective she may be the actual twin soul.
On the other hand many people just before they meet their twin soul meet another that is a dead ringer for them. In other words they meet someone else that has an energy signature that is so close to the actual twin soul that all indications are that they are the twin. The role of this person in the dynamic is to activate the heart of the other twin so that he / she is ready for the real deal when they show up.
So right now I am caught in limbo. I am waiting very patiently to find out one of two things that will happen next. Either the girl I have already met that activated my heart chakra will open communication back up and reveal that she is the actual twin soul. Or I will never hear from her again and instead I will meet someone else that is the actual twin soul. Kind of a tough time for me right now. Even though time is compressing, it has slowed down for me. The watched pot never boils scenario is in full effect for me.
If you have been following my intuitive research into the parallel time streams then you know that I have been getting really deep into the subject. My personal hypothesis based on data from dowsing and just strait up intuitive flashes has come in great detail.
For a summary the first bit of data that came through on this came in the form of a date. What I had done over 3 years ago or so was dowse up what date we would begin the shift to the 4th dimension of consciousness in this universe. Where as previously we had been residing in the 3rd dimension of consciousness.
As the date of February 11, 2011 (predicted date) approached I did not know what to expect. Then as it drew closer, my guides began to show me more and more of the logistics of how this might go down. The concept of reality splitting off into two distinctly different versions, one hard to deal with and the other a nice place, comes from many sources.
The Christians call the concept rapture. They tend to intemperate rapture as a spontaneous event where suddenly the bible worshipers are all whisked away to a higher reality. It is understandable that they would think this based off of the limited perspective that they have to go on.
The Hopi Indians also have a similar prediction / prophecy that this same thing will happen. However, they are even more vague about how it will go down. They just have a drawing on a rock that shows humanity splitting off in to two seemingly different realities. They call this prophecy rock.
The other source that I am aware of that discusses this would be the large volume of channeled information that David Wilcock often discusses called The Law of One. It is channeled from an entity named raw who is an archetype of communication in this galaxy.
This source is also very vague about how exactly it will go down. It discusses the concept of an ascension very similarly to the christian version. Only in this paradigm you don’t have to worship a book in order to get there. You just have to be mostly a good person.
I had decided that these where all to ambiguous for my taste and my instincts where telling me to dig deeper. Therefore, I began working with my higher self who is also a very high level archetype in this galaxy. At my request over the last decade my higher self has recruited and assembled a massive team of information gathering extra dimensional and extra universal beings to help in discovering what is at the root of some things that are veiled from perception of even some of the most advanced psychics.
Therefore, when I ask my higher self questions about things like this subject, I get detailed answers. These answers to not come all at once, they come gradually in the hours and days following the original inquiry. This is usually in my daily train of thought some how. I have a tendency to go in to deep thought very often during the day.
What has been shown to me is that there are literally millions of parallel time streams. Each one of them just as real as the one you are experiencing right now. I may even be typing this post up in a few thousand of them simultaneously with slight variations in the grammar. I may even shift time streams while I am writing this and never even know it.
Back to what is happening, as I mentioned earlier the millions of time streams split into two distinct subsets back on February 11th 2011. What was also revealed to me that I had not discussed in great detail yet was what will happen after this heading into the actual end of time which is Oct. 28 2011. End of time meaning that our consciousness will no longer be time based after that date. This has nothing to do with the world or the universe ending. It has to do with it all transforming to a less rigid construct.
The reason that I had not revealed what I had been shown was going to happen next was simple. I am not a prophet and I avoid prophecy at all costs. Trying to predict anything right now is hazardous because it can prevent you from allowing yourself to be in the moment which is critical. Especially critical for someone sorting though all of the chaos to try to find the structure underneath.
What was shown to me is that the veils that separate some of these time streams are going to begin to thin to the point to where you can see though into the other parallel realities. It is yet to be seen weather or not the realities will actually merge or if we will be able to cross between them at will while be aware we are doing it. Where as now if we move laterally into another time stream, very rarely do we ever realize it. Sometimes some of us do, but most of us do not.
The first real evidence has emerged on the internet that this is actually happening. In China a parallel world was seen from the vantage point of a bridge and was actually filmed in great detail. In the new segment they call it a mirage. However, we all know that mirages do not look like detailed alternate skylines.
I have conducted my first ever audio interview for an internet radio station called Exotica / Off Planet radio. The interview went very well with the host Randy Maugans. He is an excellent host and has got a very similar way of looking at things as I do.
In this interview we talk about dowsing, meditation, and even some dark stuff about black magic hybrid technology used by black ops. Technology that can be used to hack the astral realm and fake a black magic attack very convincingly.
Rather than go into all of the details of the interview, go ahead and listen to it yourself. Here is the link to the MP3 for it.
In the play out of the end of time as predicted by so many cultures including the Mayans, many psychics, sages, and texts cast veiled references. The veiled references that come from sources including the bible and the Hopi Indians elude to the splitting off of the planet into two separate realities. The bible reference would be the “New Jerusalem” that is created after the world ends where all the righteous live. And the Hopi have is graphically displayed on what they call Prophecy Rock.
I actually prescribe to the theory that this may very well happen. Ever since I began looking into this I have been asking myself the question, “If two realities are created, then how would that go down?” The first thing that I thought of is that it would end up looking like some sort of event that is unexplainable that starts the bifurcation. This would be something unexplainable like the Born Again Christian descriptions of people disappearing from reality because they where saved.
Then I started to be shown and realize that there are already millions of parallel earths on parallel time streams in intuitive flashes and also out of body trips to parallel time streams. These are kind of like parallel dimensions but not quite. For most of our life times all of these parallel time streams have interacted with each other. When we change our minds we are often times choosing which time streams to view reality from.
However, as I detailed in previous blog posts here at altimatrix.com, my intuitive research turned up that the time streams where going to be split into two main groups. These two groups would be what one might refer to as the higher and lower vibrational time stream subsets. I am going to stay away from references to positive and negative mainly because those terms are starting to be over used in ambiguous ways in the alternative media.
This splitting or bifurcation of the time streams into two different subsets as far as I can tell has already happened. It happened on February 11 2011. This was marked on the Mayan Calendar as the beginning of the “Universal Underworld. For more on what “Universal Underworld” means, watch the videos that I have posted on my “What is a Tone3jaguar” page by Ian Lungold.
I had assumed that there would be something that started happening on that day that would be an obvious sign that this had happened. This did not occur and I was perplexed. I kept checking with the dowsing to see if the split had happened, and it came up yes over and over. A while back I actually thought that there would be a bunch of people the world over that just dropped dead all of the sudden when this happened.
Why did I think that? Mainly because I do not currently believe that anyone is going to be able to have parallel selves on both time stream subsets. It is one or the other. What seems to be happening is that an event has occurred that may very well end up taking out all of those who are going to end up exclusively on the lower frequency time streams. That is of course assuming that if you are reading this that I am correct and you are on the higher frequency time stream subset.
The other thing that I had dowsed up a while back would happen on February 11th 201l had to do with a dimensional shift. I had come up with that date a few years ago when investigating the 2012 enigma after watching David Wilcock’s presentation that goes by that name. I assumed that a dimensional shift would be sudden and like someone had thrown a light switch. I was wrong about that.
It is my humble opinion that some of the current population of the planet on this time stream and those connected to it have now made the shift to 4th dimensional DNA / consciousness. It is not like a light switch where it is all of the sudden there though. Then there are those on the planet that have yet to allow their material bodies to vibrate at a high enough frequency to allow there DNA to change enough to become 4th dimensional.
What we have now is a planet where the population is now actually divided into two groups. Those that have not yet made the shift to the higher dimensional DNA and those that have. Remember that according to scientists who study genetics that we where supposedly only using a very small percentage of the total DNA. It would not take much to activate some of that dormant stuff to change our consciousness.
I am now going to throw the theory out there that the continuous radiation from the Fukushima nuclear disaster in Japan may very well end up only effecting those that are only going to end up on the lower frequency time streams. Right now there is nuclear fall out circling the globe in the Northern Hemisphere by way of the jet stream. If I am right and a large percentage of the population are now 4th dimensional beings, then the nuclear radiation that is 3rd dimensional may not effect them anymore.
The end result of this would be that those who have chosen not to evolve would be killed off by the radiation leaving only the people that are supposed to be on the positive subset. This is a theory and not a prediction. This theory has been shown to me in intuitive visions many times over the past week. That is what inspired me to make the post. I do not know if it is to late or not for people to make the shift late. My guess is that it might be to late for most. There could be some that are just barely on the fence that might still be able to cross the finish line, we will see.